Well today I start my new job! I'm so nervous and out of sorts. I'm glad Jess is staying with me. She gave me a beautiful pep talk this morning and left me feeling like I can do anything.
I told her that I was afraid that people won't like me and that they would judge me. She looked me straight in the eye and said. "Of course they will judge you! Everyone judges, even you!" I hadn't thought of that, and I had a new perspective. Just because they judge doesn't mean its negative judgment.
So I step into my new role with a little more confidence!
Jess had to go back to Madison today for Dr. appointments. Physical, lab tests, meds review and an appointment with the psychiatrist. She's worried about her cholesterol. It was pretty high last time and I'm sure the 3 brats and the brisket tacos yesterday won't help! Hopefully everything is good and they won't change.anything. I'm hoping for very dew changes in the next couple months. I've had enough lately to last a lifetime.
Nice to know I will be going home to her every night though!
Until then...off to another day in the life of Claire!
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